Monday, May 27, 2013

Yet another Run?

A long distance runner dips through different emotions  at different stages of his final run.

Standing at the start line on the race day, the waves of his thoughts and emotions which strikes the walls of his mind, are numerous. 

Self doubt, confidence, fear, self motivation, inspiration, passion, foresightedness and vigor, all appears at the same time. Of course, it's subjective and lot depends on the very fabric of the runner as a individual.

 One wonders, when does this actually starts? These emotions and thoughts must have some seed, when did this goes under soil of your mind? Is it always present? And a race day is just a catalyst. Or this builds up slowly.

It's open to debate! But my weight will be on the side that these are always there and a race is just triggers it.

Long distance running is not natural, whereas a sprint running can be called a regular activity.

A sprint running is sudden and fast, therefore, you don't have option of struggling or even addressing your thoughts and emotions. It's unilateral and monolithic. You have no option but to pump yourself up and move with the whole force after that gun shot.

Where is the time to think? Where is the time to even address your different thoughts and emotions?   Perhaps, there is, but it find its place way before the start line. The chances that there will be struggle of thoughts and emotions and one might dominates to other impacting the result, are minuscule. 

On the contrary, long distance running is entirely differently ball game at all.

A long distance running is a long conversation with yourself. Every thought which might be hidden somewhere in you, appears and echos in your mind. Every emotion which found it's place in you, but was suppressed or not acknowledged by you, appears to its full strength.

Why does this happen? Is it due to fact that you are venerable as your energy depletes, and what makes you stronger, and the only source of energy, are your thoughts and emotions?
The result of your run depends on which force of your thought wins! All your thoughts and emotions slowly group themselves into Victory or part of large crowd, Vigor or just enough, facing fear of Breathlessness or easy life.

A runner start harvesting these thoughts the moment he start training for his long runs. He faces these thoughts and emotions and he gets acquainted with them.
A winner knows that these are real and he must address and command them. He can't be ignorant towards these.

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Friday, May 10, 2013

Mystical Dusk

While I am writing these lines, a beautiful and mystical evening is melting in front of my eyes.
The different shades of colours which have appeared in last 1 hours, is nothing less than a magic. 

As if someone is painting on a large canvas of sky. Not quite satisfied with the colours with which he is playing, therefore, trying to play with all possible colours  he has in the plate. 

Now it's colour of gloom which he is trying to paint.

A stroke of a brush tells so much about painter's state of mind. It translates his thoughts into lines and brush of colours. It appears as if, it progresses as waves of his thoughts progresses.
His emotions, his thoughts, his inspirations unfolds in the form of pattern of colours on his play ground canvas. 

As Dostoyevsky might have put it in his words that man's organic need for self-expression, of his natural drive to be himself, leads to creation of an art. 
If it's done in words, it becomes Book. If it's done in colours, it becomes Painting! 

Monday, May 6, 2013

One good Run

Good and satisfactory runs are similar in so many ways. It definitely starts with your willingness to run, followed by a good weather(if lucky) and then perhaps a good finish. But when it's on Monday and a holiday with warm (British worm :)) sunny day, it's nothing less than luxury.

There comes a stage for every amateur runner when he gets so occupied with the timing and pace of his runs that he starts to miss the pleasure in running.
There's no doubt that people run for different reasons. Most of us run to get fitter and get healthy in life, few of us run to adhere to their new year resolution (because others are doing so) and there also exists a category of runners who take up running to prove a point in life. The trigger for later category can be a personal experience or incident. However, one point remains constant for all the runners that they should enjoy their run.

My today's run was triggered by a guilt that I missed my Sunday long run with SRC group. Perhaps I was too lazy and gave myself so many reasons why i should not run. It reached to a level that I returned from mid way run, feeling exhausted and sweating as if I was running in Sahara desert.

But deep down I knew that I was not enjoying. Albeit, I put my shoes on, but rhythm of my feet and shoes were not matching. One wanted me to rest while other reminded me of other 6-7 shoes which were waiting for me.
So here I was today, well rested, ready with my java jolt to exploit a bright and sunny holiday evening.
We never realised that people whom we cross during our runs, influence us in many ways. Their mood, dress and even gender has its impact on your run.
Today was a happy evening evening, thanks to bright, warm and sunny evening, people were at their jovial best. People in their summer dresses taking a stroll, people in their balcony enjoying their drinks, young kids in groups on roads enjoying a good laugh. All had their bits in my good run today.

I couldn't stop my self stopping and taking few pictures and capturing such rare moments in my iOS cam.
While doing so I didn't realise that I was also running. How can one go through so many experiences and swings while running.
Ended my 4.9 miles run @ 8.03 pace. But it was not timing but the time which made this run memorable and a realisation that it's vital for a runner to enjoy his runs!


Saturday, April 27, 2013

Unexplored

The distance which you have never run, the energy level which you have never exhausted, mental mettle which you have never tested, oblivion where your mind has never entered, counts of your breaths which you have never battled before.
A marathon is all about these things. Strength, courage, calmness and focus!

Thursday, January 3, 2013

नव वर्ष

हर्ष नव
जीवन उत्कर्ष नव

नव उमंग
नव तरंग
जीवन का नव प्रसंग

नवल चाह
नवल राह
जीवन का नव प्रवाह

गीत नवल
प्रीति नवल
जीवन की रीति नवल

जीवन की नीति नवल
जीवन की जीत नवल

-हरिवंश राय बच्चन



Sunday, April 15, 2012

No two persons ever read the same book!


K - What's your say on this quote by Edmund Wilson - No two persons ever read the same book. is it always true about all the books or only with readable books?


A  - Readability of a book in itself is such a subjective experience. To paraphrase Tolstoy: Bad books are all alike; every great book is great in its own way.

You perhaps "like" Ayn Rand. I just bought my first Rand - The Fountainhead. And I can't stop hating it altogether. Its just a very badly written book - she is starting with types of men rather than characters, making caricatures that just slither on the page than rise above, hardly any subtlety - every thing has to be explained to the dumb reader ... I found it so excruciating that I have stopped after Book 1 - more than 200 pages and can barely dare a look at the beast by my bedside.

There is a supposedly popular book by Jeffrey Eugenides - a new one - "The Marriage Plot". Overall a fast paced, perhaps very readable book. But that does not mean I can recommend it to you. Like the characters in this book (note I say characters not types) you feel a certain dissatisfaction while reading and ultimately finishing this book. Is the author just cheating us with his glibness, now pretending to be literary now pretending to be simple and reasonable... I could barely see through this pretense and the novel ended. Not sure if I will read it again.

As Martin Amis in his The War Against Cliche says " you can only re-read a great book." And for me, that is a good test of readable material lying all around. I have the Salman Rushdie "masterpiece" Midnight's Children, and I have not completed it yet. And as happens with every so called popular or a cult novel, you have a legion of its fans telling you to read it why have you not read it when would you read it you dolt and when you finally read it you just find that Rushdie's story has to be one of the most pretentious you have read, with a style that says look at me I am so smart and again and again and again.Perhaps Rushdie forgot there was such a thing as a simple sentence. This is when I just have to look at my small collection of books by Calvino and Roth and Nabokov and Borges and Bolano that I feel some sense of sanity and order returning.

So yes, the reader brings a lot of himself to the book, his own expectations of the author, looks for some semblance of connection to the characters or situations in the book that is always his own - can not be dictated by the author or by another reader; or as in my minority opinion, reads just for the pleasure of it - savors the language, the unexpected turns a phrase takes, not to learn anything from the book, just to see if the "alternate reality" is consistent in itself, lives and breathes on its own.

I am reading some books on science by Barrow and Gleick - and I think again what you bring to those on your own - your curiosities, prior interest and education - make all the difference - just plowing through these books or enjoying them.

Interesting indeed that you mentioned about Ayn Rand’s ‘The Fountainhead’, I always ask people about their experience of reading this book and have found something new in each of their interpretations. But your say on this book is very different, in fact strongly opinionated (one may dislike a book but hating a book is strong word).

To begin with ‘types of men rather character’, it stands so correct, not just for ‘The Fountainhead’ but also for the characters in every single written book (if I can take the freedom to say so). Perhaps that’s the reason why a reader finds some semblance of himself in the character of a book written by someone who might be a generation, skin color or whole paradigm of life apart.

Of course it would be silliest of anyone to assume that by mentioning ‘type of men’ Ayn Rand meant a certain gender.

If you will read this book further (which I am sure you will as you are not someone who forms an opinion about a book by reading just first few pages of it) you will realize that every character of this book symbolizes itself with ‘type of men’. Whether it’s protagonist first hander ‘Howard Roark’, second hander ‘Peter Keating’ or Roark’s antithesis ‘Ellsworth Toohey’ who embodies everything evil about mankind.
Now exploring about style of writing in this book (every thing has to be explained to the dumb reader), you will perhaps agree with me that subtlety in itself is very subjective. And particularly for a book it depends a lot on plot and theme of the writing.

 A book should never be written or for that matter judged based on the level of it’s subtlety. It would be analogues to saying Munch’s ‘The Scream’ is not masterpiece because it will not bring you to tears, make you laugh, or remind you of something you’d almost forgotten like other masterpieces does. Point is, not every art is made in same or identical fashion. Therefore starting a book with presumption that since its ‘LIKED’ by people therefore, there should be deep subtlety involve in this, is flawed.

I do agree to a large extent with your view about Rushdie’s way of writing but once again I would not fall into the danger of generalizing his way of writing as always arrogant and ‘see-I’m-smart-writer’ way.
While I am drafting this response, I re-read your lines many times and struck by an observation that the most of the writers of you best small collections are not originally writers of English language. A lot due credit goes to the fantastic translators of these books. But at the same time it makes me ponder whether how sure we are that their books in it’s original language were in simple sentences? (just a thought). Perhaps what we need to do as a reader is, reading those books in it’s original languages and then taking a stand on it. (Once again it’s a hypothetical (but to my rational ability valid) point of view).

In sum, glad that we both agree that ‘No two persons ever read the same book’ specially on ‘My most liked’ author cost J  outlay
******

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Questions Questons and Questions...

A sudden realizations while watching a debate...

Aren't we living in an era where we all have Questions Questions and more Questions but very few answers.

We raise more questions than delivering or pondering about the answers of these questions.

Aren't we all know the problems around us but what we need is answer.

Answers Answers and more Answers ...

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Confusion Caste ka...

Funny it may sound but word "Caste" which doesn't belong to any Indian languages (it's a Portuguese word), has become so powerful in this country.

It not only decides the ruler of Indian states but also determines the number of opportunities one gets in education as well in earning livelihood.

But what a mess it has created in this country- A caste which is BC in one state may be ST/SC in other state. Certain caste is in SC list as well as BC list of the same state & many more..


The called BIGGEST democracy of this world needs to evolve and go CASTE NO BAR way!!

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Indifference...

To be indifferent to any problem,suffering or any issue is what makes the human being inhuman.

Indifference, after all, is more dangerous than anger and hatred. Anger can at times be creative. One writes a great poem, a great symphony, one does something special for the sake of humanity because one is angry at the injustice that one witnesses. But indifference is never creative. Even hatred at times may elicit a response. You fight it. You denounce it. You disarm it. Indifference elicits no response.

Indifference is not a response. Indifference is not a beginning, it is an end.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Photo campaign @ Ghatkopar



The Independence Day this year was very different from last many years Independence Day. It gave me a very vivid picture why Indian boast about being super power in coming decade. Why we are being more proactive in addressing the problems like Climate change, social inequality and even economic recession. The only reason is our Young Generation.

When I was first informed on 14th Aug that a group of young college students from Ghatkopar would broaden our Anti Child Labor- Photo Campaign in their area, it gave as much enthusiasm as curiosity. Enthusiasm because experience of working with young college students has been fabulous till now, their vigor is unmatchable. On the other hand it generates curiosity because youngsters have so much to ask and understand, moreover, their interpretation of child labor and our campaign are really interesting.

Those were the days of Swine flu in Mumbai and Pune when first time I experienced that my shoulders didn’t go through stress/strain test in Mumbai local.
I called up their representative once I reached Ghatkopar on 15th Aug noon and asked for their location.

As expected, it was indeed an enthusiastic bunch of 15 young students and all of them were below twenties. After a brief introduction with all of them, we kick off our campaign. Ashutosh, our campaign lead explained them about the aim of our campaign and how their group can help in this phase of campaign.

There were many things which were evident instantly from their response and vigor. Firstly, they were indeed different from all those people and individual who prefer to celebrate the Independence Day and other national holidays in Big Malls and multiplexes being indifferent about the social problem and their responsibilities. Their best weapon is cursing the system and pointing out how things around them are getting worst day by day.

But here was a group which was emitting the wave of vigor and proactiveness to make the things happen which they wanted to see around them. They had a bag full of masks which they were distributing to the local Chaiwala’s and auto Riksa drivers who knew that Swine Flu was killing people but didn’t know how to save themselves from this killer flu.
The group was explaining them the dos and don’ts of flu before handing over the Flu mask.

Once we explained them about Photo campaign aim and how to interact with the local people and seek their support in campaign. It took hardly a jiffy when this group was all around the locality, explaining people and shopkeepers about Child Labor and government’s initiatives to handle this social problem. And also convincing them that they need to come forward and not be indifferent about this problem. They can become the change agent by getting their photo done with the message which says that “Children should be in school not at work.”

The response from people and merchants from Ghatkopar was unprecedented. Everyone came forward to share their experiences on child labor; their views and suggestion to uproot this social problem form our nation and of course to get their photo done with the message that “Children should be in school not at work.”

The group was splited in 3 parts: one, interacting with the shop owners and merchants, other interacting with passing by junta and third making hawkers aware of our campaigns. We touched almost all segments of citizens in mere 4 hours.

Our campaign came to an end when we realized that our fully charged SONY battery can not match the energy of this group and it was time to call it a day.

We appreciated their efforts and initiatives and requested them to split and not work in a group anymore because every individual in that group had capability to make a new highly energetic and responsible group.

We look forward to work with them in Video and Rally phases of our campaign.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Join us ... Be a Change Agent..

“So what do you guys actually do?” He asked with a curiuos but sardonic tone.

We are working for Child Rights to ensure that every child should be in school not at work. And that’s the part of our holistic view/aim that we as a society should ensure that Equal education and childhood for every child in this country.
And since our government is law maker their role is vital. Therefore, we are working with them to move towards our goal that Every Child should be in school not at work.

"Wow... but don’t you feel that it’s too idealistic?" He replied abruptly. "I mean, it’s just not as simple as you say, you know that right. Everyone knows that this is the problem and our government is working on it. I think what you guys are doing is a good IDEA."


His response didn't dismayed us. He is one among those people who think that their responsibility ends once they fill their ITR form. They move their responsibility for society to government and government has to ensure smooth life and society for them. After all they have paid their income tax, isn't it?

But who makes this society, it that only the government and by the way who governs it, is it only the government?
Think again, because if that is true then train would not have been burnt in our city when some time it comes little late and women and elderly people would have felt safe in our cities specially on new year eves.

Perhaps, it’s right time to remember Gandhi Baba’s word that ‘Be the change you want to see in the world’ After all we make the society, government is just a hired driver.
And as far as our IDEA is concerned... listen up – here’s some really bad news; it’s dangerous not to do what you love and being indifferent about the problems around you.


We know and we love what we are doing, because we know it very well that if we dream to make India Super power and better place to live then it’s difficult to achieve by changing the mind of youth of this nation as their determination is as firm as iron.

But we can shape the future of this country by shaping the mindset of children of this country by ensuring the proper education and a happy childhood for them .
P.S.: It's much easier.

Is that too much to ask? If not, then come and join us in our campaign.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

City of Shondesh


Call it a city of revolution, city of literature, city of unions, city of Sweets ...

City of Geetanjali, City of Vivekanand, City Ravindro Sangeet ...

This a fabulous read about the same city from NY times by SOMINI SENGUPTA.



Saturday, April 11, 2009

An Urban Morning...


Mornings have been hiding from me since long time. But today not only I caught it red handed (red,blue and white precisely :)) but also captured it in my camera.
Don't mistake it for a big star which are generally visible from hill stations. This is our very own Chanda Mama.

Moon has always fascinated me, be its numerous stories or it's everlasting hide and seek game. Oops.. let me correct myself.. it's not only me but perhaps every human under this blue sky.

Being said so, lets accept that no one has ornamented moon more exquisitely than Italo Calvino (remember his masterpiece... Cosmicomics).


Now look at the moon in the picture.. seems, it's ruling the sky.. just won a battle against a troop with uncountable solders of stars. Isn't it marvelous...


Now look at this picture.. If you give this a ear carefully, you will hear millions of yawning :).

The indolent in this world called this as ungodly time but believe me every city is a different city in this time of morning..

No I'm not exaggerating it.. if you don't believe me then try it out yourself. The only challenge is pulling yourself out of blanket and crawling towards the washroom.


Saturday, February 7, 2009

The Mendicant of Kumarswamy Layout

It would have been either that 50 paisa or 1 re coin that kept his hope alive. We (My friend and I ) didn’t remember when we dropped the hope in his aluminum bowl, but it was indeed that penny which made his hope intact, to urge for a 50 aana those uncountable times.

In those 3 years we saw him at the same place with same bowl and in similar torn cloths on the same mat which was made by stitching 3 or 4 empty cement bags together.

We did some time wonder that where he goes in evening to sleep. Although we always saw him there sitting at the other end of the police station. And any chance of existence of any relative or family looked quite remote for him. Even the shop keeper around the Kumarswami layout saw him like that for years.

We often laughed about the little ambience which he had created around him. He had his simple little luxuries, that 2 liter Thumbs Up bottle, wrapped up in wet jute cloth piece to keep the water cool in hot days. He always kept that bottle near him. In many ways he was more disciplined and professional at his work than us.

We often passed by him hastily in morning and afternoon, more due to worry about missing our attendance than the missing the lecture. Whenever he saw us he used to utter “Annaaa” (brother) and raise his bowl towards us.

We indeed remember giving him a penny some time, but never after that. We used to look at each other with a slight broaden lips (smile) and move hastily. We had somehow the feeling that he looked too old for his age and if he could have wanted, he could have worked somewhere and made some money. We sometime discussed how the much older people than him pulled rickshaw in our native and old chaps sell cigarettes and tea near our college, and made money. Moreover we didn’t see any visible physical disability in him.

But we perhaps had forgotten that his biggest disability was, he was growing older and older.

Then one day when we woke up in ungodly hours of 5 am with full zeal to enjoy the next 3-4 days trip to Ooty and Bandipur (Which was indeed a different experience, spending 3-4 days seeing those faces which we always saw in lecture rooms), we raced passed the ground zero of our ignorance. Our eyes searched for that talking statue that was always there intact like poverty in India. And then we saw something that was more interesting than Sherlock Holmes’s investigation breakthroughs.

He was coming out of the Matador which was kept beside the Police stations for years. The Matador, which some people called haunted, some called accidental and nobody came claiming it. It was those kind of vehicle whose parts are taken out (by police or thief’s no one knows :)) as day passes and finally police sells it to Kabadiwali in Kg’s.

We couldn’t stop talking about what we saw that morning, throughout our journey.
Many days, months of ignorance passed by, He pleading for a penny and we ignoring and making our way towards college. Sometime we thought “ Are we turning cruel day by day?” But at the same time we knew that it wasn’t true, as we did donate and tossed the coins in bowls of beggars.

May be the beggar of Kumarswamy was lacking something in creating that misery look or plea which most of us examine before tossing the coins. Or perhaps our eyes had become so habitual of seeing him in that place that it ignored him as he ever existed there.

One day, when we were at the verge of losing our attendance and were sprinting towards college, we didn’t heard “Annaa….”. We turned our heads north, looking towards his spot curiously, his bottle and other belonging were there but he was absent. Perhaps he was taking a break or had gone to take breakfast, we wheezed hurriedly.

Next day when we had learnt and realized our laziness to start late to college, we determined to start early. We walked slowly and comfortably that road like a over fed elephant. We looked around and saw that a new fast food restaurant was coming up at round the corner. We looked towards each other and laughed because that meant a lot to us.

It meant a break from Sai Sagar’s Idly Sambhar. Though we were curious about the price. Rs 5 was the budget for our Idly Sambhar breakfast and any stretch on that price meant skipping of our Rs 3 hot coffee.

When we passed by Kumarswamy Police station, we didn’t see him again. His stuff and luxuries were still there but without him. We realized that something wrong with us, looked like we were poking too much in other life, be it a mendicant or EC (Electronic Circuit) lecturer.

The next day when we passed and looked towards his place, his stuff were not there. Our curious eyes rolled towards the Matador. That bottle, white mat and bowl was kept in front of it. It didn’t took much time to realize that what had really happen to him.

In the remaining days of our college whenever passed that place we could not stop looking towards it. We felt that someone whispering something .

When we tried hearing that whisper it sounded like someone saying “I WAS HERE”.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Lady with the Hat


Last afternoon when I was hurrying from one software factory to another in my company campus (Yes, we call our office premises as campus. It sounds phony but nice way to remind us our college campus :) ) I saw a lady colleague wearing a voguish lady hat. She was cycling hastily, with her one hand on her head, trying to stop her hat from flying away and other on the cycle handle, trying to balance it.

We don’t see such picturesque moment everyday of our life and specially at work place. But there was something strange (in a nice way), different and lithe in the way she was carrying herself. Her hat resembled the ladies hats of the early years of last century of United Kingdom when wearing hat was the symbol of ladyship.

Now a days if someone tries wearing trendy (man or female, any gender) people make their faces and call it phony. To illustrate, the new Gajini hair style, whenever someone with that hairstyle passes through near our friend group it gives my friends a subject to gag about. I personally think that people with this hairstyle are more daring than my bunch, but there’s something which always flashes in front my eyes whenever this semi bald – liner style head passes near me. It reminds me of the German Concentration camps when cruel Nazis used to cut the hairs of people (both men and ladies) in those concentration camps with very similar, semi bald hair style. It was their trade mark kind of thing.

My apologies if I sounded over rude on this hairstyle.

But coming back to the Lady with the hat, dressed with subtle taste and demeanor, she didn’t look tacky at all.

She passed through like a wind, spreading aura antiquity. We don’t see such people very often.

She was a supernatural apparition who existed only for a moment and disappeared into the crowd of software engineers and jungle of software factories. But inspiring enough for the coming fresh year and ending noisy, troublesome and odious 2008.


************************* Wish you all a Gleeful 2009!!! ****************************

Friday, December 26, 2008

Humor all around...

The New Yorker is one of those web sites where you can dive in anytime and afford to loose your way amid its articles without realizing how your weekend or any day got melted.

Below mentioned article from The New Yorker sums up it's best humour writings of 2008 in just one write up. Each of these articles (mentioned in this article as separate para and link) are fabulous and must read.

Enjoy!!!


2008: The Year in Shouts & Murmurs

Here are some highlights from this year’s humor writing in The New Yorker.
The plan isn’t foolproof. For it to work, certain things must happen:
The door to the vault must have accidentally been left open by the cleaning woman.
—“
The Plan,” by Jack Handey

Explaining how she felt when John McCain offered her the Vice-Presidential spot, my Vice-Presidential candidate, Governor Sarah Palin, said something very profound: “I answered him ‘Yes’ because I have the confidence in that readiness and knowing that you can’t blink, you have to be wired in a way of being so committed to the mission, the mission that we’re on, reform of this country and victory in the war, you can’t blink. So I didn’t blink then even when asked to run as his running mate.”
—“
My Gal,” by George Saunders

“Ladies and gentlemen, as I’ve campaigned across this great country of ours, one of my greatest pleasures has been meeting all the wonderful Americans whose voices are so rarely heard—and whose stories are so rarely told.
“I’m thinking of the young woman I met in Texahoma, Texas: a single mother who has three full-time jobs—but no health insurance. Or the young man I met in Oklatexa, Oklahoma, who has tons and tons of health insurance—but no job. I’ll never forget the look in that young man’s eye when he said to me, “Also, I’m single, and I’d like to meet a woman who already has children and who preferably lives in an adjoining state.”
—“
Stump Speech,” by Paul Simms

“Hey, can I ask you something? Why do human children dissect us?”“It’s part of their education. They cut open our bodies in school and write reports about their findings.”“Huh. Well, I guess it could be worse, right? I mean, at least we’re not dying in vain.”
—“
Animal Tales,” by Simon Rich

I just had a great idea for a TV show: People from all over the world begin to sense they have superpowers.
—“
Antiheroes,” by George Saunders

The bra and panties stand for women’s rights.
—“
The Symbols on My Flag (And What They Mean),” by Jack Handey

Dear Sir or Madam:Recently, your name was suggested to the Prize Committee of the Milo and Angeline Bupkas Foundation as a person of unusual or extraordinary merit in the arts who might benefit from a letter in the mail such as this one.
—“
A.S.A.P.,” by Ian Frazier

After the death of Washoe, a chimpanzee who had been taught to use sign language, the scientist Duane Rumbaugh told the Times that chimps “don’t get contracts to write books, they don’t get invited to give talks, they don’t vote and so on, but their intellectual functioning overlaps” with that of humans.
—“
I’ll Be a Monkey’s Agent,” by Paul Rudnick

A therapist’s office, Central Park West.Patient: I just heard a funny joke.Therapist: (doing the crossword ) “Rose is a rose is a rose” writer. Five letters.Patient: Stein?Therapist: Stein.Patient: What was the big deal with Gertrude Stein? She was, like, the original famous-for-being-famous person. The Paris Hilton of the twenties.Therapist: It’s going to be tough to finish this if you keep talking.
—“
Last Session,” by John Kenney

Increasingly, in recent centuries, We have been reminded of a fact that We have tended to overlook: eternity lasts a very long time.
—“
The Afterlife: Cutting Back,” by David Owen

Saturday, December 20, 2008

It's a Wonderful Life


They say that “we have got such a tiny life hence we can’t afford to reread a book or watch again the same movie”.

But I have my reservation about this say. There are books and movie which are worth reading and watching again and again. And if you really adore a book/movie then it will look new and refreshing every time you reread/watch it.
Below mentioned movie review of ‘It’s a wonderful life’ by WENDELL JAMIESON for NYT is worth reading. Enjoy !!!

MR. ELLMAN didn’t tell us why he wanted us to stay after school that December afternoon in 1981. When we got to the classroom — cinderblock walls, like all the others, with a dreary view of the parking lot — we smelled popcorn.

He had set up a 16-millimeter projector and a movie screen, and rearranged the chairs. Book bags, jackets and overcoats were tossed on seat backs, teenagers sat, suspicious, slumping, and Mr. Ellman started the projector whirring. “It’s a Wonderful Life” filled the screen.

I was not a mushy kid. My ears were fed a steady stream of the Clash and the Jam, and I was doing my best to conjure a dyed-haired, wry, angry-young-man teenage persona. But I was enthralled that afternoon in Brooklyn. In the years that followed, my affection for “It’s a Wonderful Life” has never waned, despite the film’s overexposure and sugar-sweet marketing, and the rolling eyes of friends and family.

Lots of people love this movie of course. But I’m convinced it’s for the wrong reasons. Because to me “It’s a Wonderful Life” is anything but a cheery holiday tale. Sitting in that dark public high school classroom, I shuddered as the projector whirred and George Bailey’s life unspooled.

Was this what adulthood promised?
“It’s a Wonderful Life” is a terrifying, asphyxiating story about growing up and relinquishing your dreams, of seeing your father driven to the grave before his time, of living among bitter, small-minded people. It is a story of being trapped, of compromising, of watching others move ahead and away, of becoming so filled with rage that you verbally abuse your children, their teacher and your oppressively perfect wife. It is also a nightmare account of an endless home renovation.

I haven’t seen it on a movie screen since that first time, but on Friday it begins its annual pre-Christmas run at the IFC Cinema in Greenwich Village. I plan to take my 9-year-old son and my father, who has never seen it the whole way through because he thinks it’s too corny.

How wrong he is.
I’m no movie critic, and I’ll leave to others any erudite evaluation of the film as cinematic art, but to examine it closely is to experience “It’s a Wonderful Life” on several different levels.

Many are pulling the movie out of the archives lately because of its prescience on the perils of trusting bankers. I’ve found, after repeated viewings, that the film turns upside down and inside out, and some glaring — and often funny — flaws become apparent. These flaws have somehow deepened my affection for it over the years.
Take the extended sequence in which George Bailey (
James Stewart), having repeatedly tried and failed to escape Bedford Falls, N.Y., sees what it would be like had he never been born. The bucolic small town is replaced by a smoky, nightclub-filled, boogie-woogie-driven haven for showgirls and gamblers, who spill raucously out into the crowded sidewalks on Christmas Eve. It’s been renamed Pottersville, after the villainous Mr. Potter, Lionel Barrymore’s scheming financier.

Here’s the thing about Pottersville that struck me when I was 15: It looks like much more fun than stultifying Bedford Falls — the women are hot, the music swings, and the fun times go on all night. If anything, Pottersville captures just the type of excitement George had long been seeking.

And what about that banking issue? When he returns to the “real” Bedford Falls, George is saved by his friends, who open their wallets to cover an $8,000 shortfall at his savings and loan brought about when the evil Mr. Potter snatched a deposit mislaid by George’s idiot uncle, Billy (Thomas Mitchell).
But isn’t George still liable for the missing funds, even if he has made restitution? I mean, if someone robs a bank, and then gives the money back, that person still robbed the bank, right?

I checked my theory with Frank J. Clark, the district attorney for Erie County upstate, where, as far as I can tell, the fictional Bedford Falls is set. He thought it over, and then agreed: George would still face prosecution and possible prison time.
“In terms of the theft, sure, you take the money and put it back, you still committed the larceny,” he said. “By giving the money back, you have mitigated in large measure what the sentence might be, but you are still technically guilty of the offense.”
He took this a bit further: “If you steal over $3,000, it’s a D felony; 2 ½ to 7 years is the maximum term for that. The least you can get is probation. You know Jimmy Stewart, though, he had that hangdog face. He’d be a tough guy to send to jail.”
He paused, and then added: “You really have a cynical sense of humor.”
He should have met me when I was 15.
The movie starts sappily enough, with three angels in outer space discussing George’s fate. Maybe that’s what turned my dad off, that or the saccharine title. I’m amazed they didn’t spoil it for me in 1981, but I may not have been paying attention yet.

Soon enough, though, the darkness sets in. George’s brother, Harry (Todd Karns), almost drowns in a childhood accident; Mr. Gower, a pharmacist, nearly poisons a sick child; and then George, a head taller than everyone else, becomes the pathetic older sibling creepily hanging around Harry’s high school graduation party. That night George humiliates his future wife, Mary (Donna Reed), by forcing her to hide behind a bush naked, and the evening ends with his father’s sudden death.

Disappointments pile up. George can’t go to college because of his obligation to run the Bailey Building and Loan, and instead sends Harry. But Harry returns a slick, self-obsessed jerk, cannily getting out of his responsibility to help with the family business, by marrying a woman whose dad gives him a job. George again treats Mary cruelly, this time by chewing her out and bringing her to tears before kissing her. It is hard to understand precisely what she sees in him.

George is further emasculated when his bad hearing keeps him out of World War II, and then it’s Christmas Eve 1945. These scenes — rather than the subsequent Bizarro-world alternate reality — have always been the film’s defining moments for me. All the decades of anger boil to the surface.

After Potter takes the deposit, George flies into a rage and finally lets Uncle Billy know what he thinks of him, calling him a “silly, stupid old fool.” Then he explodes at his family.

If you watch the film this year, keep a close eye on Stewart during this sequence. First he smashes a model bridge he has built. Then, like any parent who loses his temper with his children, he seems genuinely embarrassed. He’s ashamed. He apologizes. And then ... slowly ... he starts getting angry all over again.

To me Stewart’s rage, building throughout the film, is perfectly calibrated — and believable — here.

Now as for that famous alternate-reality sequence: This is supposedly what the town would turn out to be if not for George. I interpret it instead as showing the true characters of these individuals, their venal internal selves stripped bare. The flirty Violet (played by a supersexy Gloria Grahame, who would soon become a timeless film noir femme fatale) is a dime dancer and maybe a prostitute; Ernie the cabbie’s blank face speaks true misery as George enters his taxi; Bert the cop is a trigger-happy madman, violating every rule in the patrol guide when he opens fire on the fleeing, yet unarmed, George, forcing revelers to cower on the pavement.

Gary Kamiya, in a funny story on Salon.com in 2001, rightly pointed out how much fun Pottersville appears to be, and how awful and dull Bedford Falls is. He even noticed that the only entertainment in the real town, glimpsed on the marquee of the movie theater after George emerges from the alternate universe, is “The Bells of St. Mary’s."

Now that’s scary.
I’ll do Mr. Kamiya one better, though. Not only is Pottersville cooler and more fun than Bedford Falls, it also would have had a much, much stronger future. Think about it: In one scene George helps bring manufacturing to Bedford Falls. But since the era of “It’s a Wonderful Life” manufacturing in upstate New York has suffered terribly.
On the other hand, Pottersville, with its nightclubs and gambling halls, would almost certainly be in much better financial shape today. It might well be thriving.
I checked my theory with the oft-quoted Mitchell L. Moss, a professor of urban policy at New York University, and he agreed, pointing out that, of all the upstate counties, the only one that has seen growth in recent years has been Saratoga.

“The reason is that it is a resort, and it has built an economy around that,” he said. “Meanwhile the great industrial cities have declined terrifically. Look at Connecticut: where is the growth? It’s in casinos; they are constantly expanding.”
In New York, Mr. Moss added, Gov. David A. Paterson “is under enormous pressure to allow gambling upstate because of the economic problems.”
“We ease up on our lot of cultural behaviors in a depression,” he said.
What a grim thought: Had George Bailey never been born, the people in his town might very well be better off today.
Not too long ago I friended Mr. Ellman on Facebook. (To call him by his given name, Robert, is somehow still unnatural to me.)

I asked him about inviting us to stay after school to eat popcorn and watch “It’s a Wonderful Life.” He said it was always one of his favorite films, if a little corny and sentimental, and that he always saw staying late with us as part of his job. If anything, he said, there was just as much to learn after school as there was during it.
He reminded me that it was an actual film print we saw; this was before video took hold. And he also proved to be a close viewer. It was Mr. Ellman who pointed out to me how cruel George is to Mary the night they first kiss, and who told me to keep an eye out for Ernie’s vacant stare when George gets into the cab. He said he cried the first time he saw it.
I asked him if he’d continued those December viewings.
“In later years,” he wrote, “it became too difficult to get students to stay. We started doing a festival of student-written/student-directed one-act plays right after the end of the fall show. Everyone was too busy to stay and watch a movie.”
It’s a shame.

So I’ll tell Mr. Ellman a secret. It’s something I felt while watching the film all those years ago, but was too embarrassed to reveal.
That last scene, when Harry comes back from the war and says, “To my big brother, George, the richest man in town”? Well, as I sat in that classroom, despite the dreary view of the parking lot; despite the moronic Uncle Billy; despite the too-perfect wife, Mary; and all of George’s lost opportunities, I felt a tingling chill around my neck and behind my ears. Fifteen years old and imagining myself an angry young man, I got all choked up.
And I still do.

Humor all around …


I am counted in those kinds of creatures who feel strongly about human being exhausting nature and it’s resources.

A nightmare may come true in our life span when we will be showing petrol and coal and other non renewable resources to our grand children in pictures or lab specimen and say that "look even this liquefied looking material had power to pull our cars many miles in my good old days, but alas we use bull carts now. We left nothing for you,kid. We drunk and eat it all."

You may call it a guilt conscious and all, but I take company buses to travel to work place. Haven’t bought a 2 or 4 wheeler in my life and prefer to take public transport. And never feel ashamed about it, even if your friend who inflate their chest and claim that they are proud owner of private vehicles and boast that they come office late and leave freely.

The work place journey (up and down) is really funny and entertaining. As close to the topic of this blog, you see whole different way of living and life style right there in these company buses. For me these styles are real funny and some time irritating though.


At 8:15 pm you enter in bus and you will see 40 out of those 50 traveling companion burying their cell phone in their ears. It looks like they were born like that – a cell phone stick to their heads. Some may feel that hearing others conversation is ill-mannered but I don’t quite agree with that. What all options you have if someone shouts right beside your head. These ill-manners go for a toss.


Following are some type of conversations which are indeed common but funny.

A talking to B about (Of course B being somewhere in city or out of city) every second of his just passed day. “Oh My PM was on leave today.. He’s such a devil, you don’t know. If he wishes he would fix Status Details machine in our workstations to get every jiffy details of those 9:15 hours and will count even the minutes which we spent in Lavatory..ha ha ha . By the way who gives a damn to him? How was your day, Honey (little romantic talk..) blah blah blah …”


At the same time, on your right side, C will be talking to D – “My God that bug… the whole team had gone nuts behind that, and then I came … it took me just less than a minute and fixed that silly thing up. You know how good I was in college in finding bugs, it's a different thing now, after joining this company, I am as good as donkey doing same work months and months without pulling my head up and asking for more .. no no not about money... I’m talking about challenging work … oh you will not understand, you moron .. howz life at your end anyways… ”


to be continued...